Dreams

We are often admonished to dream, to hope and work for something we really want that seems improbable at the current time. In my experience there is little mental energy and optimism to even conceive of a dream, the closest I can get to this is hoping and trusting that good things will come my way. It seems, in my life, that when I aggressively took action to achieve an outcome that I wanted I ended up in places where I did not belong and only caused me more pain. It sounds pathetic but maybe my way in life is to be passive, to trust the inner and outer guidance from above to lead me. Good thing just happen to me, when I plan and act to achieve what I want only harm comes my way.